ACK! Once again I have delayed writing on my blogger.... For some reason it just seems I'm at a loss for words. I don't understand this either, like common it's me were talking about here, I ALWAYS have something to say. Like right now all I'm doing is pulling stuff out of my ass to talk about, that's sounds pretty shitty doesn't it.(literally) Well now it's become apparent to me, that my sense of humor is lacking too... This sucks ass.
Ummm let me see here, oh I know, lets talk about monkey babies. I believe I'm going to be having a monkey baby. You ask how or why I would think this, well you don't have a baby doing back flips all the time in your belly. That would be why I believe this is a monkey baby, I don't understand where it manages to find the energy to always be moving, yet if I had the choice I would sleep all the time.
I know I haven't given an update to how things are going, and I'm sorry for that... Here's a quickie for you all... I'm just about 6 months along, I'm due April 9th 2006, I find out on the 30th if I'm having a boy or a girl (YAY!), The babies dad is in the picture sorta (he's not to sure yet about what he wants, but he's coming around, still going to get a test done to make sure it's his, AND THEN he wants me to meet his parents.), and that would be about it for the updates. I think. Oh nope I was wrong, there's a little more to be added. I went and saw my dad, he's so happy for me, so are my sisters. I wish I could say the same about the rest of that side of my family. My grandmother is acting like I've committed murder, it's quite sad actually. All because she expected "more" from me. You figure she would have been happy for me, considering I'm happy finally. Oh well though not much I can do about it.
I again have another friend that has become pregnant too, that's like number 14 on the pregnant list of people I know. (goodie goodie hormones are flying)
Last and I'm pretty sure least of all, would be guys.
Still single though surprise surprize, and it's not bothering me as much as it used too. Yeah it sucks at night sometimes when you just get that feeling to be held, and no ones there to hold you. But I have my cat and my pillows. (unfortunately my cat won't be with me come Feb, I have to put the old fart down (it's going to kill me)) As for guys I'm going for, yeah there are none. I've figured out the more you try to get something you want, the longer it takes. So I'm going to let it all happen on it's own, and eventually I'll find me a man, right? hahaha yeah I'm pretty sure that's how it works.
So much for writers block eh, for someone that has nothing to say I sure found a lot to say. Wired. This is going to have to be the end of my little raves and rants right now though, I will come back on tomorrow and let everyone know what the baby is! YAY I can't wait. Until then I'll see you all on the flip side of things.
Love Terra & Baby
