Hoe of an older sister in my eyes.

My Older sister is now on the verge of have but yet another child, I have found this out today from my father. He told me and all I could do is laugh and think "slut". She has had one child already, now another one on the way and this time it's with her roommate who by the way has a girlfriend already. Go figure why I think slut. So my father was like yes your going to be an auntie again, YET again I laughed becasue I have been more of an auntie to that little angel in the picture there than I have to my real neice. That little one in the pic is Jade, my best friend's baby. I belive I will mostlikly always be more of an auntie to Jade than I ever will be to my real neice. I don't even think of my sister as family ne more, she can't even pick up a damn phone a call me so I don't fucking care what happens with her. The only time she feels the need to talk to me is when something is wrong and she wants advise or money. and I don't find it right at all.

School

Well it's going to be one hell of along week for me. But lucky for me my one class got canceled today so I didn't have to deal with it. 6 hours damn near every day this week, you'll find me at the college doing work on my classes and so on. So much for my spare time, all this is just going to add onto my stress levels.
I have to deal with all my damn friends putting all there problems on me, my family pressuring me, guys not really being up front with me, and well now the whole school thing. It's going to be like this with school not just for this week but for the next few weeks to come. Hopefully things will get better, I can't do ne thing now but look on the brighter side of things and pray to god that something good will come out of all this. Well besides the stress meters going sky high lmao but I think I'll deal with that hahaha

Terra

Those times

You know when you have a feeling that something is wrong, but you can't really figure out exactly what it is? Well that's what's going on with me right now, all day I've been up and down I just can't figure this all out. I don't know what's wrong with me, this is frustrating. People don't just cry for no reason, and I found myself looking for a reason why I cried after I was crying. As of right now I am fine but it was just earlier, I don't know what got into me. Definitely not myself today, I need some snuggles!
Terra

What I looked like friday night

This would be a picture of me friday night before I left for my date. I tryed so hard to impress him, hopefully it worked. Hair, makeup, my cloathing, my god I went all out. I never do that, but for some reason I did. BUT other than that I looked damn good so yeah it's all good hahaha and I did have fun.

Well this is me for those of you who know me well, laugh all you want I know I did.... and those of you who don't know me do something about if. If it turns out in the end your not going to like me then oh well theres alot of other jokers in the world.  

well now